Under Age (Fourteen's Space)

[katorse]

Hello!

Im starting with a clean slate...well...

Gusto ko lang ikwento na....

Sa ngayon...nagkita uli kami ng dati kong MU...were both married...

But he wants to have me back..

Hindi ganun kadali yun, of course...

Syensya na ha....kung nababanggit ko ito..alm ko mga bata pa kayo....

But anyway, were communicating thru txt msgs...nagkabalitaan kami thru friendster (the culprit)

And he asked me for a date... :74:

I love my husband ...and i cant afford to do what my past MU wants me to do...

but at the same time..naaawa ako with the other guy...

Ayaw niya na kasing bumalik sa wife niya....

Wala lang ..nakuwento ko lang...thanks for readng.

[katorse]

This afternoon, i analyzed things and ...i realized di ko naman na siya gusto....siguro andun lang yung excitement na makikita ko siya...

But, rest assured, my love for my husband remains.

Naisip ko tuloy, there are married men who keep other women on the side..because of the excitement having one, not necessarily having intention to leave their wives. But still, nanloloko ka pa rin ng tao.....

Why is it so? Kapag lalaki ang gagawa nito..ok lang...parang "understood" na...pero bakit pag babae ang gagawa, parang ang sagwa ng dating? Tao rin naman ang babae di ba? We also have feelings, needs and most of all, we have our own RIGHTS.

But anyway, siyempre, gagamitin ko pa rin ang isip ko sa sitwasyong ito...hindi ako patatalo ng basta sa mga pangyayari..hmm..fighter ata ito...SURVIVOR pa.

The truth is ...gusto ko lang MAKIPAGKAIBIGAN SA KANYA...masama ba yun?

[-JaJa-]

mabuti naman at napag isip isip mu ate 14

[katorse]

^Thanks Jaja for dropping by...

My guy friend and i had a buffet breakfast last Friday in RCBC Ayala...and i told him whats going on with me and Chris. I told my friend that i only want Chris to be my friend..thats it. But my friend told me..."Gusto mo kaibigan lang, eh siya ba, kaibigan lang gusto niya? :embarass:

[katorse]

Monday again...i was unable to go to Church yesterday because i was dizzy due to lack of sleep....at the moment my husband knew the thing about my ex mu...and he texted the guy. I told him what happened and he's not mad

This afternoon, i wrote a letter to my mom...i hope she was able to read it (kahit hindi)..i really miss her a lot..lalo na ngayon..but i know she's happy in Heaven....(i have faith that's where she is right now)

Tonight, i got to go to work again.....i bought a mocha coffee from Krispy Kreme...it tastes good kaso ang mahal! hehehehe

[katorse]

Wednesday morn..

May bago na namang pinaiiral na policy ang aming quality assurance..well..naghihigpit na naman sila..its about errors at work. :cry2:

Para na ring sinabi na wag magkamali..ano?

But anyway, its a pilot policy so puede ring magbago...but i know..marami na naman ang mag ooppose diyan..sino kaya ang mga dakilang sipsip na nagsusuggest ng mga ganitong policy? :confused: walang mga pakisama!

Anyway, i hope magkaron ng increase ang aming salary naman....tumataas na ang presyo at bilihin dito ....i hope ang husband ko man ay magkaron ng increase....hehehe

Maalala ko nga...itong si Chris e ayaw talaga ng friendship.....sabi nga ni Mari..he really want "something" from you kaya ayaw niya ng friendship friendship an...

Anu pa ba? ahhhm....iyon lang muna.....

[katorse]

They changed my schedule! my restday now would be Sat and Sun! Yes!!!!

[katorse]

I hope tumaas ang suweldo ng husband ko..para masaya!

Woke up early morn around 4am...wuz so dizzy again last night. After breakfast we went to the dentist and had an OP and tooth pasta....want my canine to get a jacket...broke it weeks ago. 


Then in the afternoon went to mall and got some stuff needed at home..the usual and we ate out and this time..since we had a food crisis in our country...i did my best to clean my plate!

[color=blue]at night..got to go to work again.... 

[katorse]

got bored at home... :animcry:

wala kasi makachika eh..bestfriend ko busyng busy..

sana di na ko mabore in the coming days..

medyo di maganda ang mga napala ko the last week...basta......

[katorse]

Had a good sleep this afternoon..sa wakas na ka 7 hours din akong tulog kya di ako inaantok ngayon sa shift ko hahahaha!

Got an email from a buddy in Chicago....

Ganda ng araw ngayon..tanaw ko from the window...umaga na nman Makati!