THE STORY OF MY PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE

[yusuf]

   I had my past many years ago. I have my present now. I haven't met my future yet.

   I am happy living with my present now, we enjoy each other's company. I love my present so much that I can't live without it. The moments we are sharing are the life I am breathing each day. Sometimes, I quite remember my past and it always reminds me of what I have done back then. I must admit I commited mistakes in my past, things that I dont want to settle for the rest of my life, but past always haunts me.
  One day, as I and my present were walking along the seashore where my past used to walk on, we accidentally met my past. A situation I never expected in my darkest fantasy. They both said hi to each other. Its very awkward to me because Im not used to it. My past and my present being friends, I dont like the idea. Im sure it will create a big and inevitable conflict.
   After that incident, me and my past get along again. My past told me that we could be together again and forget my present. My past wanted to be my present and past wanted my present to be the past. I couldn't agree more, I have done wrong to my past and I feel like this could be the best thing to make up with my wrongdoings to my past. I suddenly forgot about my present.
   Days passed by, me and my past experimented of going back together. We did the things we used to do when we were in the past. All the memories that haunted me when I was with my present. But I suddenly realized that I am not that totally happy. Some things have already chaged in my past. Its not the past I have known back when we were still young. Past have completely changed. All the more, I have been searching for the joy my present brought to me when have each other, that my past now couldn't do to me anymore. I missed my present.
   I realized thats what is past is past. I could never bring back those happy days. Things always change. My mistake was that I have never forgiven myself because of my past that is why past always haunts me. I've learned to let go my past. I taught myself not to dwell myself anymore in it. Still my past wouldn't let me escape. Past settled on my pain, grudges and regrets. Months after thinking and prayers I have learned to let go of my past, I have made it when I first forgave myself and forget about what happened to my past.
   Right now I still couldn't find my present. I heard that after I went along with my past, they first argued. My present and my past got into big confrontation, I hurt my present. My present ran away. I have searched for my present to apologize and make it up. But I know from that moment my present is already my past too. I just dont want to dwell again on another story. I am now forgiving myself all over again.
   And today, I know I am a better man. I will not let those things happen anymore. Im looking forward to meet my future...
   

[dominicuz]

:35: galing ..

[arjae123]

wow... wattalife..galing mo 

[Animayari]

Does past and present represents a girl in  your life? 

Nice, it's good...  :33:

[ceejay]

[glow=blue,2,300]magaling pare!! magaling!![/glow]

:35: :35:

[yusuf]

(07-27-2006 10:59 PM)Animayari Wrote:  Does past and present represents a girl in  your life? 

Nice, it's good...  :33:

yup! you're right..at yung present ko sa story pwede pa ring maging future ko o kung hindi naman ibang girl...hehehe :35: