proud of my loneliness

[arjae123]

proud of my loneliness

a dry breeze starts to blow
as my tears went down and flow
i wonder when is the last time i smiled
i wonder how many times did i cried

all the people lives in circles
bearing the same heavy burdens
i wonder why this world is so vast
i wonder why nothing on earth lasts

i've search for pieces of my dreams
counting the endless nights all the while
these emotions are becoming so certain
i tried to fight but i almost lose myself

i have traveled so long, finding my way back home
i am always alone, walking on my own
i've got to make my life worth living
i miss the colors of the world

again, i've found myself so far down
into this darkest place where no one's around
i wonder if i'll still be alive
i wonder if someone will lift me up

i don't know what is going on with me
i can't remember who i used to be
i wonder what's the truth behind those lies
do you wonder what's the truth behind my smiles

all the stars shine so dull and fragile
humming a melancholic voice through the night sky
my pieces keep on falling apart
as i hear the words that pierced my heart

but nonetheless, i'm still proud of my pain
still proud of my loneliness
cause i never regret loving you
even if i've fallen down here, torn in two..